Its really been a hard few days since the appeal and i slept almost solidly for 3 days afterwards - it just shows how much of an impact it has had on me!!
Anyway since that has now been overturned i would like to try and use the time i have as breathing space and maybe even planning space - i know i am going to be expected to start working again soon enough and i do actually want to get myself to a place where i can see that as a possibility again. I have no idea how long it is going to take me to get to 'that place' in my head but i know that i can start to make some small steps towards it at least. The first thing for me is to actually consider what options i have for future employment and more and more i seem to have the idea that something to do with welfare rights is the path i would like to take. This is not a new thought at all, i applied for welfare rights courses through work before i became ill again, but the whole experience i have had has also strengthened that idea.
Now i have to work on various aspects of my life to start to move forward and away from the pain of the past experiences. I know i can do it, i have done it many times before, and lets face it i am simply too stubborn to let myself be beaten!
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